despondency

Gosh, I don't know what to say. Nothing happened in the past 24 hours. I mean, I'm still following the soldiers who have Oleck and his dad, but, geeze. I'm just worn out. This is all too difficult, too stressful. I just want to go home. Forget Oleck. He's a great guy, sure, but he can take care of himself. Why should people from the future be interfering anyway? As for Ben, what the mad scientist wants to do, he'll do. I know I don't have any control over him. I'm just...tired. I've had enough of all this suffering and work for nothing.

I'm going to send an email to Ben. Maybe he'll get it, even if he can't reply. I'll let him know what I'm going through. That'll help a little.